When you were sixteen
green fostered you.
Grass drew itself about you,
scratchy as an old blanket
or a lover’s chin.
It became your emblem,
a girl dancing.
Then a wild match flared
and touched you.
Passion flamed
a thousand metres high.
Fire undressed you,
ecstasy took you
where green could not reach.
Left you charred with kisses.
Bruised you with infatuation.
And left your thin body
lying facedown naked in a field
of bleak ashes.
Rain tore down
and mingled with the dust.
Grass came back
to cover you.
Little by little,
green blades grazed you,
scoring your burnt body
with a map of love,
piercing each meridian
until you rose
and vomited your life.
I was not there
the day the earth took you,
when silence stayed and your spirit
crossed the border.
And I can only guess
at the day your skin was broken,
and at the thousand tiny cuts
that stained you scarlet.
It is only today, in the wide field, that I see you:
a grass-stained gypsy all in red,
dancing, tambourine in hand,
alongside death.
